GOOOOOOOOOO AWWWAAAAAAAAY

WHY LA?why u ppl don und me? Be practical!!Think beyond the circle...IM ACTING HAPPY,u knw why?JUST to keep u all hapie bt it seems u all don evn care abt me..So why muz i BE with u all?I KNOW U ALL HAV STARTED TO HATE ME~its ok!I SO USE TO ALL THESE PAINS!!god always giv me pains....haha~so,nice of u lord!!I love thm morethan evrything!But they?HAHA!!TRY to fit into my shoe,THEn U WIL know my pain!~!I know what im doing ryte?AM I THT STUPID????he has MANy peopleto talk for him,UNLIKE ME..IM ALONE AND iM THE ONEHAVE TO STAND FOR MYSELF!!...COME ONNNN~dont put the pressure on me!!I HATE MY LIFE NOW!!
GOD,look at me...WHY u created me?I hateee youuuuu!!
GOOOOOOOOOOOO AAAAWWWAAAAYYYYY...people!
IM THE BAD ONE~

30.4.2010

~TEARS~

Random Things~

Today i went to school like normal bt my younger sista follwed me,cz she wanted to do revision in skul's library~i reached skul,See see phylics was sleeping~haiz~so,was waiting for shari to cum..she came~SHALALA~The stry started!!DAHRICK,HOO HOO~huhu!!TheN sudenly shari ask me KOGIE,U GT ADD MATHS WORKBOOK AH?i so semangat go n say YEAH,got!!i checked my bag~TAK BAWA LA!!haha~then she was like haiya~i nee to do my work la!!how?(CZ HER TEACHER TEAR out the ans sheet while mine was stil fresh n untouched In my worksbook)so,OK~i decided TO JUMPOVER THE WALLS AND I GOT INTO MY CLASS,around 6.30 in the morning!WOW!!so shock u knw!!Shari was shouiting at me,KOGie carefull...haha~THEN,at last..I MADE the first move..Today my fren wil tell HOO HOO tht i like him ..hahah~tHEN~
bIO CLASS~crap..crap..crapp ZzZZzZz!!sudenly 2girls came in to see MR.lau..THY BROUGHT him out frm the class..while tht gap...half of the class..Took a short nap!HAHA..I really realized how HARD N COMLICATED is life,wen mr.lau tol us few things~
U PLAN BUT GOD DECIDE~,THINGS SEEM TO B RYTE,DONT SEEM TO B RYTE!THINGS SEEM TO B WRONG,DONT SEEM TO B WRONG!and he tok abt gf n bf!He said,if u dont like tht guy n u knw u wil nvr accept tht GUy,dont giv him false impression!I REALLY REALIZED!!tHNX MR.LAU!!
then physics pula,I reali enjoyed physics today!TEAcher was teaching us abt aacelaration due to gravity..teacher ask apa yang memgelilingi BUmi~U KNOW wht kai wen answered OR NOT?she SAID MATAHARI WOR!!haha~!!kai wen kai wen!
and ya,for moden maths,teacher said ah those u get below 50 will b slapped by kaiwen n muz do correction for 10 time sle!haiz~
12.30~teacher meeting!SHALALALA~PARTY TIME!!
me n soon li og n buy foods n eat til peru kenyang la!I bought for my whole gang!This hooi lyn ah~GO N PUT the coin in side my baju,i ask her why u put inside n she said..opzz i thought it was TABUNG!!arghh!!hahahah~FUNNY PEOPLE!
I LOVE MY CLASS MATES!WE ROCK!!

EXAM~

yoor~bm?ok LA~NT BAD ~but peribahasa was THE BEST PART~fuyooh~4 cempaka pandai create own peribahasa u knw!!n ME n chin ah go N WRITE THE PERIBAHASA TERBALIK!HAHA~GILA LA WE ALL!
English~WOHHH!write essay until 3 page~chi sin!We were given 5 choices n i picked the 2nd one~paling senang wan mah~u knw wht!KOgie tulis love stry with SAD ENDING!!wakakakak~The bf wil die in the end!!muhahahah!~EVIL ME~
AND yeah~thnx for reminding me eli!
ELI gave me his coloring book n ask me to colour!!i brought it to school n started to colour!ALL MY FRENX ASO JOIN ME RDY!kai wen,jade yi,hooi lyn n of course me!!COLOUR,COLOUR,COLOUR..then teacher said ok girls get to yr places,the exam gonna startt!!WOW~we all damn cool la!ppl were stdying for exam,we all GO n colour pulak!!hahaha!LUV MY SCHOOL LIFE~luv my frenx!!

WOW~such a nice day!

KERJA AMAL~moral!was superb!DIN do work at all la!ALL posing oni!HAHA~DUH!who wants to clean up ryte!L.A.M.E!!me,sifu,tieu,kar yan n darling one group!DAMN chun LE~haha~i wna love thm la!Simply superb!N We ALL JADI sampah masyarakat u knw!DAMN FUNNY LA THT PART!alot of poses n picz!CAMERA N FLASHES ALL over!!
OH YA,bio experiment!!me ,nicole,fadzilah,denise,soon li conducted the experiment WITHOUT MR.LAU!AND tHE AIM OF TEH EXPERIMENT WAS given by me u knw~che wah!bangganya aku!WE WERE duin the experiment without having a solid planing!BUT IT WAS FUN LA!we forgt to snap picz,dunoe hw long muz let the soil to burn n all stuffs!WHATEVER IT IS,WE ARE SCIENCE STUDENT..wuuhahaha!!!WE r always ryte(evnthough we r wrong,we wil stil stick to this phrase0..HEHEHEXX!!

THINK nicely?wisely?

i cnt tink rdy..I scared thy wil blame me in future..I dont want to b blamed!I know Urself,Bt i cnt assume myself..thIS IS nt MY FAULT..IM JUZ THINKING ALOT ABT mY LIFE~if anything happen in future dont BLAME ME, PLZ.

I LOVE AZIM N NISHA~my best buddies EVER!!

12 years to go!

DO U TINK IT IS possible?
12 years?DOES it make sense?
12 yrs is 3/4 of My age now!!
Life is a unpredictable~How if anything go wrong?EVRYONE will blame me~
I cANT imagine my life"LIKE THAT"..
whatever la~ITS TOO LATE TO THINK!!

I will never forget this day!!

MGS pesta Ria~wow!!I reali enjoyed my self there~
When i reached MGS,PIA was waiting for me~Thenmwe started to walk towards the canteen to find MY HONEY NISHA~!!i SAW SALVEEN n she tol me tht nisha is in her stall~At last,I SAW her!!SHALALA~I lepak wirth her the whole day~Then,i saw AZIM N SRI!!WhEN I SAW AZIM,i hugged him ...haha~aft so long meeting him mah,Thts y!!n SRI~hulala~4of us enjoyed our day happily evnthough its was vry tiring!!Imagine,we walk back to MC frm MGS~evnthough its was kinda far.Bt i din reali feel it~Bcz i was walking with nisha,azim n sri!!Crossing road,haiz~hardest part!!HAHA~we made fun in the middle of the road~~shalala!Aft THT WENT back to scul alone!!I went to parade,to buy some things N bla bla bla(Secret LA)..HEHE
THNX NISHA,SRI AZIM N SARA~~love u all!!
Life rocks with FRIENDS!!

Stop It!

i reali wana tel u althese la bUT,I KNW TIS WIL HURT U BT im sorry!!
I dont need yr frenship anymore~Stp JUDGING ME n Evnthough u r my fren,U DON HAVE rtyes to tok


ABT MY ANNAZ oR FRENX!!U r simply anoying!!dont cum near me..STay away frm me~i feel annoyed by u,evn to tok to u!!Stp cuming aft me la..plzz!!U knw wt,wen u sit nor walk beside me ah,I feel very uncomfortable!!Plz,go away frm me la!!Bt wht to do,we r in same skul..Thts y im keeping my mouth shut!!WHATEVER IT IS i DONT NID YR FRENSHIP!!pLZ~its nt tht im nt appreacting u,Bt u r too OVER!!i hatee u la!!!

HMMM

nisha:(..chge ttn rdy!!haiz!MISS U DEAR!
vehni ka n mamz~LOVELY COUPLES!!
may god bless u both 4ever!!